I’ve thought about it, and I think this is probably best. For anyone who doesn’t know, my boyfriend broke up with me yesterday. I did not want to, but he would not talk about it.
I know I was really excited to move forward with the Gordons and I even had future plans for them, but the blogging thing is something I did largely with support from him; I used to play when he was around, send him all the posts as soon as I published, and when I was stuck on a post or felt shitty about them, he was there, and so I don’t really want to do it any more.
I don’t want them to become another of my failed challenges, but I really don’t feel like there’s anything else I can do.
I don’t know how long I’ll be gone for (I’ll still be part of the round robin), it could be weeks or it could be months. All I know right now is that everything is really hard and I’ve been struggling a lot lately, without this added on top. I’ve been trying to keep a positive face for his sake, but now I don’t need to do that everything has really hit me.
Hopefully I’ll be back soon, but I can’t say for certain.